… driving in Hawaii : P130857ZMAY06

…so I'm getting back on the H1 coming from Honolulu heading toward Ewa, and this HUGE truck – not a semi, but a big Ford pickup with a lift and monster tires —anyway, he went aaallllll the way to the end of the road in the right lane (cause no one else was in it cause they were all in my lane cause we were all trying to get on the freeway) and then tries to merge by just nosing his truck into my lane! not in front of my, but right next to me…

 I was straight up so mad.  Still tense.  Didn't let him in and HE got mad at ME!  I had a case of road rage after that.  I so want a drink…

 But, I'm home now and better.  Went to watch Ghost Whisperer and it wasn't on the DVR.  Turns out the episode last week where they revealed that Andrea was dead was the season finale…

Atleast I'm looking forward to LOST next Wednesday.  Hopefully they don't leave that one hanging with the discovery of the new hatch until next season.  There's got to be a better season ending for that one…

…shipmates : R122057ZMAY06

…so I was reminiscing with an old shipmate today.  Amazing how things change.  I wish I had bought a house.  I remember when we were both talking about it 6+ years ago.  He did – I didn't.  He's renting it out now.  Plus getting more in allowance than his mortgage.  You ever feel like your life is set up to be one huge disappointment after another?  I believe somehow I'm doing it to myself, but how?…

…intro : R121520ZMAY06

…so it's another Friday.  Another weekend.  Five weeks now since I last had a drink.  I am an alcoholic.  Just getting that out there for you right away.  And that's all I've got to say about anything right now…