…unsettled…

…wow, really tense today.  I mean right on the edge of agitated.  Can’t shake it.  Atleast I’m not floating around through the day drifting through half a dozen unfinished projects.  A tense, agitated, somber mood invokes the ability to concentrate and focus.

So, I’m actually accomplishing minor projects, meaning I’m completing them with some level of order and direction.

I drink a LOT of coffee…  didn’t realize just how much before.  With no alcohol, no nicotine ( I haven’t smoked or dipped in over a year), does coffee have a larger role in my daily mood?  Does it play a larger part in guiding my emotions and reactions?

Hmmmm…  things to think about.

I need another job.  Not change jobs, I love the Navy.  I mean a supplemental part-time income.  I’m on shore duty for a couple more years, and my hours are not too tough.  I suppose I could do customer service somewhere.  I’ll just have to watch my language.

Really, it’s either get a second job or take out a loan to pay for gas.  I mean – wow… what is going on?  Is there a conspiracy to drive people towards the alternative fuel and electric vehicles due to lackluster sales?  They’ve invested tons of money in the technology, too much to have sales of these alternative vehicles show up as barely a blip.

Personally, I’m interested in the big engine muscle cars.  But, it costs me.

…so, a second job…

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