…dead reckoning…

[-ramblings of a lost sailor-]

Archive for May 21st, 2006

…my daughter…

Posted by Chief on May 21, 2006

…so I get to see daughter 2 today (names omitted for privacy).

I feel like doing some miniature golfing or maybe bowling.  She enjoys that stuff.  So does x-son.  Kind of cool outside today and breezy, so it would be perfect for something outside.

Anyway, just to understand how bad I've screwed up my life and how it's affected others, I have 3 girls.  Girls 1 and 3 live with me and my wife (their mother).  Girl 2 lives with her mother and my ex-goodfriend.  I had girl 1 out of wedlock with mother 1 (wife 2), then married mother 2 (wife 1).  Then ex-goodfriend and wife 1 decided they'd be happier together, so we divorced – really ugly divorce (but they planned it out so well and so far in advance that they were able to get married within a week of the divorce! good on them).  Got back together with mother 1 and she became wife 2.  Then we had girl 3.  Meanwhile, while married to wife 1, she was already the mother of 1 girl and 2 boys.  Therefore x-girl1 and x-son1 and x-son2.  Since the divorce and remarriages, x-girl1 and x-son1 really don't want much to do with me (I was dad3 for x-girl1 and dad2 for x-son1 – and no, none of wife1's kids have the same dads).  But, x-son2 still loves me like a dad1 even though for him, I was a dad2.  And he will always be a son1 to me.  Of course, this causes problems with wife 2…

…but I've said too much already…

I think I'll go wash the car… before wife2 wakes up…

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